And not be

And where are they now? And now they live according to their own laws and not be afraid to invent something and implement.

But, to be honest, how can you doubt your abilities, when there are examples such as Steve Hawking, Bill Gates, Wicky Wall, Eckhart Tolle? How it might seem that there is no riddle and beauty in this life, if miracles occurred (and repeatedly) in your own life?